Adult Blogger: 8TH STREET LATINAS lit a cigarette and took several long draws and exhales as I stood there not knowing what to say. Finally, she said, "We weren't careful and I think MJ is very hurt, although she says she is happy for me. She also promised, without me even asking, to never tell anyone our secret. I don't want to, but I think we should cool it."
I certainly didn't want to "cool it" but I agreed to do whatever she wanted. I again told her how much I cared for her and she smiled. She kissed me softly and then walked back to her tractor.
The rest of the day we worked hard and quietly in the hot sun. When lunchtime came I ate little and we continued working until it was dark. Shirley told me she was sorry if I was hurt and then she told me good night. I went home and after my previous nearly sleepless night I fell into a troubled slumber.